Sorry to hear that des.
I have test drove top of range cars cars not on Motability and being somewhwat deflated when seeing the one I’d ordered on the day. I always go out of the way to look at the actual car I’m thinking of ordeing. This of course wa not possible for you but hopefully when you see the one you have ordered, it might just give you the wow factor!
Colour does make a car but, also a personal choice.
Where do you go from here! Are you waiting to see yours or the same trim in the flesh or cancelling?