I know that feeling well, i had a PUG 3008 and used to come out of the house to all the windows fully down or the boot wide open. Once came out of the supermarket and the hazards were on and the wipers going full speed on a sunny day. Used to dread coming out of the house on a morning or walking out of shops, we even cancelled a holiday because i did not want to park it up for 2 weeks at the airport in case it got nicked, not the sort of feelings you should be having for a beautiful car like that. Motability fully understood i had, had enough after 9 months and swapped it over without charge, like you i lost the money i paid for the special paint i had but got the deposit back pro rata and used that for a tiguan which was flawless for 3 years. Dont put up with anymore stress just get rid, its not worth it trust me.
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Hyundai Ioniq 6 Ultimate trim
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Loves 3D printing & Plastic model kits
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