Looking for my last car was the hardest one ever, I do suffer from issues with my mental health and i guess I have since i was 9 years old but as i got older i got worse and could do less and less and that loss of freedom is the hardest to accept at first you fight it, but it’s a fight most of us cannot win.
All our battles are not the same but in some sences they are. The main thing is there is help and support out there but you gotta ask for it and seek it out and not turn it down and try and hide from it..
I often find things hard to deal with but finding better ways to cope helps and stops it all getting on top.
My latest problems though will never go away and I suffer ptsd from it for sure nothing can fix it or put it right. My 16 year old son died at home , we don’t really know why, it will be 3 years ago soon and it has taught me other things are important, every second and every memory as they cannot be replaced. we never know what tommororrow or this evening holds instore for us and life passes by if we let it.
This is why i went for a car that some would say is not easy to get into and not for them but to me once i in it. that changes and it makes me happy once i drive it. or lookout of the window and think how great it looks compared to the other bland cars i’ve had that suited my needs more on the scheme but where not as much fun once you got in and drove them. Hope that all makes sence I can cope with pain getting in as every car hurts to some degree getting in. My son loved cars and he was my car buddy so was ultra wierd looking and only did one test drive. So is something to consider and for me it deffo has helped me cope better.