Thankyou for your kind words Brydo, that’s exactly it….so many people say “times a healer” or “after the first year…” but (although it’s not been a year) it still feels as raw as the day it happened.
I won’t be able to enjoy all the things we used to, I have no “looking forward” to do anymore & this last lockdown Iv had to face without my partner.
I am trying to keep as well as I can although my health isn’t too great and Iv been really struggling with my conditions the last couple of days. This pandemic will affect everyone in different ways but losing someone so close to you from that disease makes things just different if that makes sense.
I do hope everyone is getting on alright tho 🙂