So sorry to hear that Lou, losing the person you love is the most difficult thing in life to cope with and recover from.
People say “time heals everything” but in my experience the time it takes to heal makes the saying irrelevant.
I hope you are keeping well and please look after yourself.
The only person who got all his work done by Friday was Robinson Crusoe.
Anything i post over three lines long please assume it is an article lol.