@Georgie You’re a star ?
@Aygo1991 Welcome ?
@Philjb & @vinalspin The guilt thing is a difficult one for me. Being born with a very obvious disability and now at 53, you think i’d know better. I’ve always had an ‘embarrassment’ about my appearance but due to sheer pigheadedness, I’ve always tried to do things better. I’ve always felt like I’ve something to prove. The guilt has manifested as I promised myself I’d struggle to retirement as I truly needed this to prove myself for my own sanity.
Now the guilt of not being able to work (my company still want me back which gives me some pride) is crushing me. Add to this the need to have to ask for help for everything from dressing to odd jobs, gardening, etc is hard to take.
I honestly wish I was more thick skinned.
? I will be remembered for nothing but had great fun doing it ?