As said above, let Ohme do the survey, you have nothing to lose.
Yes, it can be very frustrating when your body doesn’t do what you want/need any longer. Like most on here (I suspect) I have good and bad days and sometimes push myself too far trying to do what I used to be able to do. Had to lie flat on the floor to look under my bed yesterday to make sure my cat hadn’t brought another mouse in, had a real job trying to get back up!, thought I was going to be either stuck there or fall again so bit of a panic to say the least!.
Take a breather!, let them come out and do all the work and see what they say.
Best of luck 🙂
Please excuse spelling/typos. Apart from being a clot it turns out I had one on my cerebellum that's now causing various problems!