just to clear up some cements on me doing this ,
iv been getting a motability car since i was 15 now 54 so iv had a few , i didn’t do this lightly i did feel horrible and i felt sick at doing it but didn’t want to have a car i couldn’t afford to run
So to clarif, thanks to everyone for their help and input ,
I did email the dealer who got back to me and said that was fine and if he could help in the future get back to him….